and for that, i apologize.

you see, life has this funny way of making things chaotic for me at times. the happenings of the past several months since i last posted?

-i fell in love.
-i went on road trips.
-i found inspiration.
-i lost inspiration.
-i said things i didn't mean and lost the boy i fell in love with.
-my father was hit by a car while riding his bicycle.
-i've traversed abandoned buildings.
-i found a new love for antique malls.
-i have made important decisions regarding how i live the rest of my life.
-i have made a list of goals that i plan to achieve this year and carry on for many years to come.
-i have been hired to photograph weddings.
-i will be meeting my penpal of 10 years this year.
-i am going on vacation with my best friend.
-i have completely given up alcohol.
-i have made plans to get my first tattoo.
-i work full time.
-i have an insane love for indie movies and music.

i am finally establishing myself how i feel i should.